I have a very strong connection with a girl I've known since I was very young.
I love this girl, and that will never change. I don't need anything more or less out of my relationship with her. It's unconditional, and I'll take what I can get.
That said, I find myself trying to find ways to push our relationship to a romantic one, and I'm having trouble understanding whether this is just a mental need, or an actual impulse.
I will say that the universe gives me signs of encouragement to pursue all the time. It happens quite regularly.
I'd like to just accept our relationship for what it is as a friendship and move on, but I feel as though there's a more powerful force telling me not to quit, and it sends me reminders that always seem to come right when I'm ready to accept and move on.
Can anyone else relate to this or give me some insight?