So im an analytical [censored], and Ive done way too much reading and my head is just lost and blown.
So story goes me and this chick, I split with her and regretretted it since, and my feelings somehow have increased for her over time and despite distance.
Over 3 years we tried getting back together or reconnecting but just bad timing. One is in a relationship, or moved, or whatever.
I just got out of a super abusive relationship that I eventually fell into because lost of her.
She fell into an abusive relationship, so it seems, due to lost of me.
One night she called me crying, and I was in so much suffering at that point. Severe depressions, life has been worst ever, Ive been worst ever, everything worst it has ever been. Like everything everything. And i was in so much pain from basically abuse that led me here, that when she called crying, I had a fuckin ptsd attack that she would suffer the pain i was in when i realized or presume that she was/is in an abusive relationship (I'm calling it a ptsd attack - it would make sense)
I saw all kinds of love karma relationships abusive relationship signs from my past, to her present relationship. And much more.
I saw signs that she was my "one". Found all kinds of "inner truths" and "my path" and "listen to inner self type things"
I understand the mind can play games. See or believe what it wants that isn't.
I mean I saw like crazy signs. Like "signs of the universe" galore. N i still get them. I also again was in severe depression. ptsd-episodes. -doing a little drug use. -head not quite right
There is however quite a bit of unexplainable stuff, events, coincidences, in our relationship or pertain to its almost mind blowing.
Its hard for me to say whether she's my twinflme. I wanna say yes. I wanna say she knows. At the same time, I wanna say this concept is crazy. No way. Im on the fence. N so then how would this one relate to manifesting? And if she is my twin flame, now what?
So whats this board's consensus??
Edited by Ryguysabotguy on 11/03/14 03:56 AM.