07/10/18 10:38 PM
Location: California, United States of America
Member since: 06/29/18 04:32 PM
Last online: 12/16/18 04:22 PM
| Don't Fit In |
|I'm very sad. I'm living in an (emotionally) toxic environment, and I can't afford to go anywhere else. Just now, I ate a piece of cake for dinner ..- which I would never do on my own ..like seriously, I care about my body and my life is hard. I really don't need that stuff- and initially, I did reject it but I was peer pressured into eating it because it was someone's birthday. I also made small talk (which drains what little energy I have & makes me gag) and now someone with whom I intentionally have boundaries thinks "we're getting somewhere". I hope she doesn't expect anything like this tomorrow. I feel my own energetic changes ...like I'm about to undergo a shift. I believe it could be a positive one because I have been reaching out to conscious communities, telling them that I'm doing a work-trade and not getting along well, here. I also thoroughly explained what I mean by conscious to see if they can help me find a match. It's just hard at times getting along until I hear from them|
05/09/19 03:57 AM
Location: Missouri, United States of America
Member since: 12/04/11 09:13 PM
Last online: 05/13/19 02:38 AM
| Re: Don't Fit In |
Post: #127318 / Re: KianaMK #127137
|Hello KianaMK, so sorry this post from me is very late. I have been away from here for a while. I'm sorry to hear you have been sad. Any changes in your mood? Seems there are some lessons for you from what I can see as I read your post, and sometimes life can become hard if one doesn't pay attention to what is being presented to them. Maybe it's time that you stand your ground to others?|
Are you still experiencing a shift about to take place?
I'm not sure if you are still around on this forum, so I won't write much right now.
Everyone who shares your world does so with your permission.