11/01/17 03:31 PM
Location: United States of America
Member since: 11/01/17 03:15 PM
Last online: 11/16/17 01:26 PM
| Followed by spirit? |
I am not sure what's going on in my life right now. I'm a person who don't mind spirits, I'm very open and I belive in the most paranormal things. But stuff has started happening around me and I wouldn't say it has gotten worse just that I notice it more now.
So around 1 or 2 years ago I was home alone and it was dark outside, and I started cooking food, but I look at the window and since its dark outside it reflects from behind me, and I see this shadowperson, just kinda crouch walking in the room behind me. I quickly turn around since I jumped but nothing was there. I tried checking the street outside even but there was not anyone there. And I saw the whole body too, on my floor clearly inside so it wasn't from outside.
Now I have been getting sleeping paralysis, a whole lot. I'm not scared of them, and I can most often wake up from them pretty easily. But when looking at all my experiences together, the sleeping paralysis most often has the same tall figure standing somewhere around me. One of my worst was when "he" came into my room, just stood there and looked at me then walked slowly closer and all of a sudden my bed started shaking.
Now to this. I dont feel like its going to harm me, but it still feels "heavy" and it can sometimes scare me. Its not something that gives me good vibes but nothing that I feel is going to hurt me. I have heard words, I have had stuff moving, seen "shadows" and stuff like that. But never been touched. I have gotten sad from no reason and started crying while asking why am I crying, or really happy for no reason.
I had my friend over and she told me just a few days ago that when she left my house she felt like someone was following her out, sitting in the back of her car breathing in her neck and she told me that felt evil. But it stopped as soon as she got off our street. But to me it never really felt evil, just dark from time to time. Its hard to explain and whatever this is it is not here all the time, it like... Comes and goes however really.
No one in my house notices this, it's only me and we're 4 people.
I don't want it gone, its nothing that bothers me. I just want to know more.
11/09/17 09:34 AM
Location: Oklahoma, United States of America
Member since: 11/09/17 09:06 AM
Last online: 12/08/17 03:03 PM
| Re: Followed by spirit? |
Post: #126966 / Re: SarahLaker #126963
|I don't see how it could hurt for you to seek out a medium to communicate with whatever seems to be attached to you. It's good that you don't fear the entity, it must have an important message for you. If you are interested, based on what you have written here, I would personally recommend Michelle McEwen; though she is in New England, USA, a true medium can help you from any location.|
If that does not resonate with you and you want to uncover things on your own, it seems like the next step is to begin making every moment of contact a complete stopping point in your life. Don't try to just move on with your day and ignore it or shrug it off. It's good to have a notebook and a pen readily available and ask the question: "What message is this event trying to teach me?". Then enter into a calm meditative state (actual meditation might be the best thing before you even ask yourself the question) and allow the answer to be, don't force it or feel like you must manufacture one. If you hear nothing at first, accept it but keep trying each time.
We are in some energetically lively times. It's so important right now to maintain a loving, compassionate presence with everyone and everything around us. Even if you do nothing more, address this entity with a compassionate kind of love and gratitude, respecting that its presence in your life must have some kind of purpose. It's possible that fear is blocking you on a subconscious level, because this is indeed a potentially scary and uncomfortable situation; many people who say they are fine and ok with things are freaked out deep down inside. So it's ok to admit that, being loving and compassionate to yourself as well. It is entirely possible the universe will keep trying to send you a message until you either finally hear it, or it is no longer necessary.
Warm wishes to you.